tired

swim, tennis, soccer, tennis, gym...

tiring. since when did i stop exercising and wasted my healthy body away? pgp? most likely i guez. nv run since i moved out. haiz.

nx week ict, but i haven clear my ippt yet. gonna have so much trouble inside. working out with all the men. gosh. :( damn sian. still haven pack. mayb i'll still see the same old ppl, so its kinda glad for me anyway. but den. reservice. really hate it. see no idea of repeating such stuffs over and again even after 2 years.

my darling is soooo poor thing. cant sleep well at nite and waking super early in the morning. they say early bird catches the worm, but i say early tweety is gonna get sick if she dun continue to rest enough. haiz.

random.

insomnia

cant sleep...

duno why, is it cause of the soccer that's making my muscle aching like crazy? the sleep on the way home from dear's place? the erractic schedule of my life? eh, cant be, cuz mine's pretty routine, juz that perhaps its a lil distorted. who actually waste holidays away like this, or sleeping in the wee hours and waking up when half the day passed? hmm..

anw, a random thought brought about a random action which brought about a random inspiration. had quite many frenz that i slowly lost contact with, but there are some i would particularly like to gain back. and among them, there's this best buddy i had. he kinda stuck by me even at my lowest times. and even if i felt that, and knew that, a misunderstanding had occured, i simply juz didnt do anything about it. hmm, digressing, but anw, the point i wana make is, i suddenly hope he gets together with this girl. because both him and her are really good catch, and i can actually seeing him becoming an even better person.

so, other than my gf, family, i will keep you specifically in my prayers. gd luck. :)