Saturday, August 27, 2005

tired tired

mood: bad bad bad
weather: bad
song now: may 16 - lagwagon

this is hard

burn one week of training.. then go for live firing with less than 3hrs of sleep for both daes.. straight after that single tank battle course (for infantry its sumthing lyk field camp, just that f c dun haf servicing until late at nite and not so shacked out).. 4 daes 3 nites with little sleep and lots of training.. cant bliff i actually pass this week.. seriously lack of sleep.. damn tired liao..

haiz.. really tired.. used to be struggling to go, vs the commitment and whether i WANT to go anot.. think everyone may fight with this once in a while.. but really cant bliff now i cant even fight that cuz i cant even go.. missed out so much.. lost touch so much.. get further away so much.. this oreadi tested beyond any guy limit.. with my environment and stuffz.. bleahx.. dunno wad i toking liao.. haiz.. the harder is your obstacle the more you grow.. i hope so too.. i wana go back.. gimme back my time..

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