mood:
weather:
song now:



here

\(^.^)/ .(T_T).

mood: i cant think
weather: -
song now: kai bu liao kou

fate?

opposite, life? death
opposite, d-e-v-i-l? l-i-v-e-d (death)
life = devil?
devil = d(the)-evil
opposite, l-i-v-e= e-v-i-l
therefore, evil is a verb
(doing)evil is not living
opposite lived, alive?(live)
opposite devil, evil
devil is not evil???

*bleahx*ok.. wadz above has absolutely no sense wadsoeva lar.. but if anyone managed to decipher any meaning in it you can come and tell me yea.. ;)

sianx.. so yes.. celebrated howard bdae yesterdae.. kinda ex huh.. first we ate at rocky master as usual.. but after we go n cele so went to v8 at bugis.. after that went to breko.. haiz.. burn a hole in my wallet.. wad to do sia.. howard ma.. altho can see that the helpers not really happy to see us there.. i mean.. they dun show their displease or wadeva so.. but can see that they would prefer to have it their own way.. yea.. wanted to ask the rest to leave.. but they dun seem to get the thing yea.. so all juz joined lor..

drank that dunno wadeva strwberry mix by alex.. first it stinks.. then the taste cmi.. after that the stupid.. erm.. smell? taste? juz slowly spread, then occupy the entire mouth.. one word. suck.

hmm.. but we had fun lar.. no doubt bout that..

miss my frenz in jc.. juz a tot from my laz week.. all the hoteh stufz.. staying over.. losing touch with everybody cuz of that stupid ns.. allthe fun bout ponning and slacking in class.. all the morning hairdos.. the whole lot going to eat 2geder.. the sucky barley.. the nai'x 700 bucks that never seem to finish spending.. then the closer frenz.. not after lar.. as in in jc.. my pw group.. so close 2geder.. tho we might quarrel over oreo and milk and had a cold war.. closer frenz.. esp ppl in diff parts of my jc life.. ppl lyk fer, fund, yuhan, jialiang(after we were saved).. and a girl who contributed to another part of my memories.. oh! the group we alwaes go out with.. me fer zien and diana.. alwaes say go out study in the end oso plae here and there only.. haha.. wad 'haf a nice dae' at suntec.. distorted face in neoprint.. bleahx..

i believe in the old sch compound.. the words.. noone is there by chance.. thank God for bringing me there..

bout the ppl in cj.. my t29 claz and the ssc clique.. starting v early when candice and ah chow were all there.. datz my memory.. but i shall not sae much..

nvm.. be happy.. how long more to ord? 200+ daes only.. i believe these daes will pass v faz one.. hope so.. then i'm gonna work.. work for my uni fees, work for my parents, and work for myself.. which then i will take a long break overseas.. be it alone or with frenz.. then back for sch..

shd i still take business? hmm.. i dun wan.. but i really haf no other course that i wana go.. i dun even wana take any course.. i juz wana be in uni.. lame huh? sianx..

arrrgghhhh.. why she haven reply?

我受?了等待你所?的安排　?的未?到底多久才?
?是要?不及才知道我可?　我想依?而你?都不在
???心的地?　你?的全是空白　一?人假日?呆　找不到人陪我看海
我在幸福的?外　?一直都?不?　你累??的?害　我是真的很???
?於看??回不?　而你?是太晚明白　最後才把???　哭著求我留下?
?於看??回不?　我?面前太多阻?　你的手?放不?　???出息求我???
你?是要我乖慢慢????　我的眼??一直掉下?
?去怎?交代你??的信?　被你?手??推入?崖
?我?上的?白　看到??慢下?　?去甜蜜在倒?　只是感?已?不在
而我?你的期待　被你一次次摔?　已?碎成太多?　要怎?拼?跟重?
?於看??回不?　而你?是太晚明白　最後才把???　哭著求我留下?
?於看??回不?　我?面前太多阻?　你的手?放不?　???出息求我???

mood: -
weather: -
song now: 祝我生日快乐

祝我生日快乐

我知道伤心不能改变什么 那么 让我诚实一点
诚实 难免有不能控制的宣泄 只要关上了门 不必理谁
# 一个人坐在空荡包厢里面 手机 让它休息一夜
难 像切歌切掉回忆的画面 眼泪不能不能流过十二点
* 生日快乐 我对自己说 蜡烛点了 寂寞亮了
生日快乐 泪也融了 我要谢谢你给的你拿走的一切
@ 还爱你 带一点恨 还要时间 才能平衡
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