haiixxxxx

mood: haixxx
weather: haixxx
song now: haixxx

sianx..

help

help...

sos




so sick and sianx...

heez

mood: ok lor
weather: sunny
song now: no song

sianx.. now at ben hse.. shd haf been at kkh hse if not for the impromptu decision of martin and yuki boi.. hahaha.. laz nite.. or rather.. laz morn we plae till 5 plus b4 me yuki n ben decide to go slp.. martin oreadi started slping long time ago.. and fer continue maple and heh heh a bit ar.. woke up at 8+ cuz the stupid ben room too cold liaox.. hahaha.. then go sleep outside with fer.. 10 woke up again.. for real.. hehex...

sianx. later still got cell group at tampines.. i'm at.. around queenstown now.. haix.. so far.. wadeva..

i muz haf been a bad shooter cuz i kept missing you

anwway hor.. yesterdae went eat, neoprint, and kbox with kayan wenxian, chun, peiwen, shao yan and four other adults who smoke lyk nothing lar.. haix.. make my shirt so smelly.. hahah.. wah.. v ex leh.. leech my money away liaox.. "(

hmm.. dere's this place i dread to go now liao lar.. haix..

sianx.. they all haven wake up yet.. so can juz crap a little longer..

oh yesterdae at 4.40+am i called kayan and bid her farewell.. hahaha.. hmm.. one week in hk.. the whole world is going hk.. damn. i wana go too.. hmph.. nvm.. i'll haf my chance.. >_--

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mood: fuck you
weather: nnbccbccbbbqldmrtmd24dnph
song now: no song

oi... stop looking at me blogging.. i gonna zam matin nai tou... damn.. feel so uneasy having sum ppl looking at me while blogging..

hahaha.. now i turn the monitor around he cant c liao.. hahaha.. hmm.. got so many things to sae haven sae.. hehez..

first of all.. a sorry to my church mates.. i lyk suddenly disappear on sun.. nv ans call, nv go, nv tel them wad happen.. haix.. i guez jas understands ba.. the stupid pms thing again.. hahaha... jux that i'm having it 24-7 larz.. hahaha.. too bad lar.. i miz the pool and sermon and stufz.. hahaha... too bad ba..

hmm.. i realize smth v v wad lorx.. haix..

how to sae lehz..
hmm

after sum stupid show.. i realize that wad i wan is actually to really fight for a gal with another guy.. doesnt matter if i lose or anything.. all i wan is to really muster the courage and go all out for the gal.. even if i dun lyk her.. haix.. i m alwayz giving up halfway.. sianx.. dunno wad i shd do in times lyk this anymore.. yawnx... haix.. and i realize.. once things start getting serious.. i would wanna get out of such situations.. damn. wadz happening to me ar.. haix.. i think i jux got a phobia for commitment and a liking for going after gals.. i mean.. thatz quite ironical rite.. go for gals so hard.. and when there's reciprocate feelings.. damn. i thikn i gona get out of here... haiz.. dunno wad i writing.. dun sae liaox..

hmm..

now at fund hse.. fer kkh jialiang fund martin bo ho

martin hse

mood:
weather:
song now:


haiz.. i can feel my faith decreasing with passing daes.. how.. haiz..

i need help..

i miss you..

when i tot no one cares.. i saw you..

"(

anynehear my cries?

hey hey hey

mood: ")
weather: cool
song now: no song lehx..

yoz yoz

i'm baq... hahaha.. now at fund hse.. whoa.. after the hols it really has been chaotic manx.. hahahx..

lemme c.. i checked my diary.. and now my nites slept at home = nites slept outside home.. hmm.. altho my plan is to haf a 2:1 ratio.. but well.. hehex.. thatx ok u noe.. hehex..

hmm.. lemme c.. two yrs passed.. i have had gr8 times along these daes.. damn. i sure miss all these daes.. but well.. i noe god has got a gr8er plan for me and i've got a greater calling.. hmm.. i will remember the past.. i will never forget you.. but i too will look forward and welcome the future with open arms.. and now.. the nearest future is like i'm going to the army.. man.. u gotta wish me luck manx.. i'm gona spend two hard years in those barracks slogging for the security of the country.. hahaha.. =p

dun even noe wad i'm writing now.. hahah.. hmm.. one year liaox.. hehex.. arghh.. so bored.. played the fishy game jux lost.. haix... anw.. why is the whole world playing maple story ar? i mean.. its quite a waste of time isnt it? hmm.. julian.. a guy.. lvl 36.. vincent lvl 23 at least.. ky 15 at least.. whoa.. imagine the time spent on this lame game.. haix.. sum cute characters running around and slash sum.. mushrooms? and snails? well a little beta u get to eat pork? hmm.. or a woodcutter u will become? hahaha.. lame.. no offense here but i jux think its farnie.. may even be attracted to it sum dae.. anw the guy who invented this game arh.. hahha.. a pleasure to meet him.. lame guy..

why do i sound so.. erm.. mean recently.. jux so not me.. sianx.. but i duunoo.. haix.. wad am i thinking.. tmr gona plae tennis.. then going for cell.. haix.. my life ar..

quite sad recently for dunno wadsoeva hell reason.. for gdness sake can the joy jux be with me for a moment or two.. hmm.. a total reliance on god may help.. but i mean.. that is so hard.. well.. i mean.. the narrow way is.. haix.. maybe its jux not me.. yawnx..

next wed got a hockey match against the j1s.. hehex.. glad that thinesh actually called me along.. hahaha.. wad shd i do ar? hmm.. if i'm free guez i would go ba.. hehex... but then horz.. i dunno where is my stick lehx.. i have one hockey ball.. super new and stuffs.. but then again.. its still in that dunno-when-i-will-give present for a person whom i think she moz prob tot i forgotten about the present liaox.. hahaha...

christmas coming liaox.. hahaha.. feeling so excited.. gona have gr8 fun nd gona do more outreach this season i can feel.. hehex..
well..

bye.. for now.. ")