on leave

mood: eh.. ^.-
weather: ___
song now: buried myself alive - the used

juz another dae

booked yesterdae on leave.. went home.. then out again to meet kayan and peiwen..

its lyk.. so long never see lor.. but still.. sum things never change.. well.. maybe peiwen is still learning to converse in chinese. and her chinese is indeed improving! hahah.. but she actually said her cheeks ache from speaking too much chinese.. haha.. and i kinda haf a hard time with her too.. if u ever speak in english you're dead man.. haha.. sianx..

had a lil dinner at cine.. then spend a lot of time at the balcony at the heerens.. i ordered rusty nail.. kayan ordered sex on the beach.. peiwen only ordered strawberry margarita.. anw mine is juz chivas i think... haha.. kayan is a lil gin with dunno wad else.. for peiwen its too mild i cant even taste the alcohol.. haha.. so we juz sat there.. crap a lil.. then acc them to eat at long john.. then home.. basically its lyk so relac lorz.. uni life is so nice huh.. tho i wasnt really lookng forward to it.. haha..

yest was my bro bdae oso.. i opened my absolut kurant for him oso.. sorta present for him lar.. haha.. $70 present.. ex man.. then jasper and him drank quite a sum bit whereas i juz took a sip and went off to meet the gals.. haha..

sianx.. gonna be confined with the recruits.. can you blif it.. with them.. stupid recruits.. wait till they come.. give them jialat jialat... haha.. to appease my anger of doing so many thigns for them.. hahha..

no lar.. i where so bad one rite?

sianx.. nowhere to go today.. then haven ask my encik if can book in late todae.. cuz of the prayer meeting.. sianx.. hopefully he say can lar.. hopefully.. gonna call him today.. sianx.. i dun lyk him..

so the next time i'm touching this com should be a few weeks later.. haha..

exhausted marksman

mood: so so la
weather: hot
song now: above me - rufio

T.T

mon - a lot of area cleaning plus 4+ k of run including sprints..

tues and wed - woke up at 5+.. fitness lesson at bedok camp.. super super shack.. how about close to 10 k of run inclusive of a lot of sprintings and in the middle is a lot of strength exercises like medicine ball exercise

thurs - super many run downs of atp.. nite reach camp at 12+ and clean arms den can sleep..

fri - again woke up at 5 and prepare then the rundowns again..

basically the whole week is totally shack out lar..

haiz.. tot it would be slack in this unit.. apparently not so i think.. haha.. well.. wadeva lar hor.. sianx.. but one thing i'm very glad about is that. i got marksman.. haha.. i got 35 out of 40.. needa get 32 out of 40 to get.. and can only get the monetary reward on the first try, i.e cannot go for any reshoot to improve on ur score... and i got it.. and the most amzing thing is.. i got 2nd in the battalion.. and the first only haf a point higher than me.. but if i had not slackened after i know i had gotten my marksman.. i would haf been first.. oh man.. can u bliff it.. haha... but still.. well.. he miss sum shots, well, definitely got his reasons too... haha..

200 bucks.. 100 goes to God.. haha.. i seldom depend so much on God as of laz nite.. imagine a whole week of tireness.. then i send u for a test that requires rundown in soc attire.. when everything goes out of logic and reason.. such as how tired, how much to miss, how to keep ur mood in control, eyelids open.. evreything goes out of ur mind and all u know is u got one choice left.. based on faith.. where u try ur bez and the result is what God wans for you.. so i decided to give thanx for wadeva will happen to me, whether i get it or not.. juz really thank God for giving me the strength to complete it.. and bam! got it.. haha..

total reliance on God feels good.. heez.. cuz no worries.. no bothering about the results.. everything on faith.. kinda hard to haf this kinda encounter.. haha..

sianx.

juz tot of sumthing..

she cant leave.. she really cant.. if she does.. then i'll.. probably try hard to make her stay..
but my friend said.. i'm being selfish.. what has it got to do with selfish i was thinking.. and i realize to a certain extent i am really a lil selfish.. if she's happy.. then well.. as her friend i shd feel happy for her too.. pray for her happiness and safety as my fren had advised me.. so..

you muz be happy no matter where you go k.. i told u i would support ur decision le.. haha.. i know u're touched when i said it.. cuz i can hear it from ur exclamation mark.. *bleahx* haha.. well.. not gonna call you much next time.. so take care yea?

^,________,^