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a pact for a few years.. lyk very far.. but.. achievable? heez..

yawnx. damn sian.. recently dio so many arrows.. one of the worst man.. bmr on sun, cos mon, tues service, wed prep, thurs live firing again.. nsun prep, mon live firing, tues service, thurs prep fri live firing, sat service.. which i probably wun be going.. no matter wad i'm gonna apply off for sat.. really..i dun care.. gonna zao.. cannot this laz min den affect my plan one leh.. so blardy unfair to me lar.. i hate the arrows in army.. i hate them!! haiz..

then oso cause me cant go church for 3/4 of the month.. huh.. 7 cant.. 21 and 28 cos.. wth.. not farnie.. lyk practically get me devoid of church.. this is crazy.. haiz..

i hate my ns life.. a garang co.. makes it worse.. when am i gonna have my 5 dae week.. i need the directive for retaliation.. i cant be the one keep being eaten.. i want to eat u back.. u better blardy hell gimme time to clear my off of i'll make sure we will perish together..

why only my ns life so siong ar? so not fair.. haiz..

luckily i've got a lucky charm to get me thru these.. else i really gonna break down soon.. haiz..

is that no one out there that cares about me? or maybe only one.. but no others?