gathering

woohoo.. it was another s74 hunks gathering~

koh kaihung house.. after heavying went str there. tot maybe can swim or sumthing.. in the end leh? haiz.. juz rot there... watched man u v everton.. the miracle comeback of man u when they're on form.. and chelsea whacking of .. who ar.. cant rem.. but they juz cant scold.. alwaes chelsea attacking.. but juz too bad.. heez.. at least me teng siang and fer witness the comeback of man u..

damn hungry.. tanah merah super ulu.. no food in sight.. went up and saw so many ppl turn up for this gathering.. \(^-^)/ among the 15 guys 11 turn up.. me fer ky fund benson yuki julian tengsiang yixiang kaihung (duh) martin.. vincent ar.. still saw him "logging on " to msn.. still ask wana dota.. =.= jialiang i guezz after work plus tmr church plus fer/kaobi say wad no staying over then he nv come.. hope he'll come nx time.. :) sumarthin overseas.. lame guy.. shd bond him.. victor.. damn. i think we accidentally miss him out? hmm.. one more.. actually.. aiya.. nvm bout him..

plan:-

swim
steam room
late night prata

actual:-

watch soccer
play bridge
see laz time fotos.. (secretly kept by kkh)
eat durian
see angry kh father
read comics
dota
bond ky (and martin and me.. damn)
sleep

plan 7am:-

swim
steam room
breakfast

actual:-
alarm rang from 6.30 to 7.30 (five ringtones at interval of 2 mins)
rain damn heavy.. reluctant to get up.
got up and nua
zao home

really got do anything we planned leh.. but still.. enjoyable.. i guez its not about the things you do but the ppl you're with loh.. esp seeing ppl lyk tengsiang and nax and julian.. really not huai nian..

went to tampines mall eat with martin and ky at macs.. then went church in my ultimate sloppy attire.. armour singlet, board shorts, slippers, with a quiksilver jacket.. den i think i saw the.. wads her name ar.. i think its meiqi or sumthing la.. with her frenz.. ho ho ho.. i got gd attire.. but i dun care.. so thats fine.. changed up in the restroom and attended service.. missing my dear dear very much.. but cuz she nv come due to an acceptable reason.. so i'm feeling kinda alone.. haiz.. muacks muacks.. my dear kitten.. \(^-^)/

met her later.. and sum gr8 rottin together times that i've been looking forward to.. i mean.. this life there isnt really anything much to hope for.. that's one of my few.. then lydat.. one dae.. yawnx..

i miss 03s74.. i miss my dear dear.. i miss the old daes..

family guy

sian.. stupid fund!

wah lao.. everytime not free to msg on msn-er.. haiz.. wana tell him to teach me dance.. plus i need his help to complete one of the dance moves.. haiz.. forget it..

a partner in this..



and maybe two more guys for this..



not say exactly and as pro as them.. but sum of the moves la.. haiz..

worst dae?

bad worse worst

woke up late.. mosquitoes.. late.. not enuff cash.. ear infected.. dad dun wan send me.. dear still sleeping.. stomachache..

damn.

luckily for my never-failed-to-cheer-me-up gal.. else i think i might end up unleashing the ultimate devil in me..

haiz.. today is 26/04/07.. memorable..

nothing much to say.. tired.. gonna run tmr.. cuz fund say i become fat.. i think i go run until daybreak.. from around 6 lydat.. till i cant tahan the sun.. den maybe go for a swim..

and xing wei juz told me haven receive ict notification? hmm..

anw.. came across one video in youtube.. eh.. dun say i hao se or sumthing lar.. if hao se you would be seeing sum porn or sumthing.. nvm.. shall not explain myself.. but its really coincidental la.. searching for sum taiwan tv shows.. came across singapore tv show.. saw this video.. go take a look.. tot i saw sumthing wrong.. but after repeating the video realize there IS sumthing wrong.. den curiosity takes over me.. hello.. not lust k? if lust i oso dun wana share with others loh.. but take note la.. this video got sumthing wrong.. esp at 00:55..



haha.. naughty kids~

(think i'll delete this post soon) heez..

me dear dear..

not trying to be mushy.. but i really luv my dear baby so much~~ haha.. actually this post is... how to sae.. a reply/ans to one of my gd frenz who say he nv see my gf b4.. so i uploaded sum fotos.. as i upload i really start reminiscing on stuffz.. haha.. sweetest gal~

fullerton!



she cut her hair short!



christmas



v dae



third party



we're the light!



other fotos







haha.. so.. mr. sing.. enuff?

:P

laselle

today's the big dae~ we went for yy's exam at laselle. here's a foto of wad i saw when i first reached there..



eh.. quite bad.. the bass drum was lyk hell.. couldnt play it.. den i concentrate on solving the bass drum and the simple beats i can even play wrongly.. i'm so sorrie.. haiz.. but i felt angry.. not cuz the bass drum.. but me! bcuz of one part of the drum i screw up everything.. haiz... i'm such a noob.. think i dowan plae drum liao.. this is maddening.. how can i blame everything to that one drum.. its juz me.. haiz.. hell. forget it..

oh.. on the way home saw sum nice views. so decided to take it down..

the car was fast.. too bad.. the scenery's not bad..



my dream wedding place with my dear.. haha.. party no. 2.. i'm looking forward to it..



ok.. basically thats it.. plus the chu qian yi ding (ma la) mian i'm eating now.. juz another non-adventurous dae.. yawns.. today sleep early.. tmr still got health check at nus..

ICT!:(

didnt managed to blog wad i wanted to sae on sunday nite..

actually i was very troubled.. i told myself i wasnt affected by the videos.. but when pastor derek lead his songs lyk hallelujah.. all i felt was displeasure.. displeased that why they muz spend all these 40 mins juz to make sure money well spent(book expo hall 8).. y muz they sing all these songs? to prove that our church is healing church lyk benny hinn is a healing pastor? dunno y but i dun really lyk to associate myself with him now.. maybe it IS really affecting me.. haiz.. forget it den..

today went jamming with matt yy beh michael and his gf came along.. more or less settle liao.. with matt's violin teacher its perfect.. so all is ready for tmr.. tmr yy's test at laselle.. haha.. first time performing i think i confirm scared one.. haha.. laselle.. art sch.. jamming there.. haha.. ban men nong fu..

ok.. for those who dunno.. i changed phone no.. but for security reasons.. those who dunno yet can contact me at evalan86@hotmail.com or msnmsger msg me.. but oso.. from kokleong.. he told me..

ICT LAI LIAO! 11 june to 15 june.. haiz.. sian.. so faz ict liao
this is v v v bad.. my fitness summore so lousy.. where can 2 months improve.. jialat la.. haiz.. i hate ns.. but well.. who loves.. as the saying goes.. for our loved ones.. we juz gotta suffer rite? haiz..

j rock, k dance

nice stuffz i've found online..

this is my fav video..



but while searching for it i found a few others not bad one..

this one got eric and lee hyori in it too..



actually its a whole series.. korean market that phone so well anybody hear those songs, or those music videos(mv), or even ppl lyk lee hyori, eric (shinhwa), lee jun ki(princess hours) they are reminded of the phones.. whole series of 3..

any motion
any club
any star

well.. this.. juz tot that their dance quite cool..

blasphemy? or wad?

yay! i fianlly went to cg todae.. so glad.. i guez i'll be attending more of it.. i really benefitted a lot from benny hinn's crusade in s'pore.. it was so real.. the impact.. everything.. i juz kept crying and saying sorry and sorry to the Lord for the sins i've committed.. seeking His forgiveness.. once again i felt it was so tangible.. but as i went to cell today.. i listened to sis veron's msg.. it mentioned about certain incidents.. one particular one is that one of the members say benny hinn is a fake.. healings are fake and stuffz.. i got so shocked..

i tot who can be so bold as to spout such rubbish.. and no surprise it actually went all the way up to sis veron.. but den after cg, sadly to realize.. its one of my gd frenz in church.. but still.. that person has sumthing to based on.. and when i looked further into it..

i checked out youtube.. type benny hinn.. and all i see are false prophets.. lavish lifestyles.. cheating.. exposed.. profit not prophet.. all those stuffz.. further looked into such videos realize.. hey.. my fren sure has sumthing to back him out.. but one thing is......

i juz cant agree with that.. no matter how many videos i've seen.. claims that he's a scam.. i cant agree.. why.. simple.. y believe in wad ppl say or broadcast.. when you can go experience yourself.. i dare not assume all his healings i got ways to prove he's real.. but for myself i really do felt the anointing.. it cant be fooled.. it lead me back to God.. so i can at least confirm that he is a man of God in my opinion..

the videos are many.. practically almoz every videos.. but hey.. go think about it.. since we came to chc.. are we alwaes faced by gd comments by the others.. i dare say moz of the ppl hear our church.. first thing.. siam. own members hear about tithes and offerings.. zao. building fund.. backslide. arent we almoz lyk the same.. there are oso imperfect ppl in the church.. but i believe as we lead more ppl to God.. (hey.. no matter wad anyone says.. God, there's only one) its very gd liao.. sum ppl i know came here and know God, then left to other churches.. i feel glad for them.. and the frenships and discipleship.. they're not fake.. charismatic church = money sucking organisations? who do you hear it from? you're not even inside, juz outside claiming we're brainwashed..

its the same.. as long as he heals one person.. he IS a healer, a man of God.. a person who gives hope to ppl and courage to live on.. no comments on the truth of all healings, for i have no proof.. but wad is faith.. think back.. as a christian, the walk as one.. miracles kept happening.. you cant deny it.. i believe ppl are indeed healed.. so why the critical attitude?

fundamentals of christianity? in my opinion.. found in jialiang's blog.. all about faith hope and love.. he cheat money? y you care whether its true or not? even when the widow gave all wad she had left, how little, touches jesus heart.. anyone bother if the money goes to the pharisees or whoever? no.. the act of sacrifice..

haiz..

where's the love yo~ i dunno~ where's the truth yo~ i dunno~

yay

ok.. i really need to thank fer.. thanx~

anw.. darling is sooo cute.. haha.. tho she shouted in my ears thats kinda pissing me off.. but well.. haha.. hmm.. who asked me play guitar over the phone and irks her.. :P sian.. still needa improve on my pump mute and harmonics.. my harmonics quite ok liao.. at least harmonic tuning is a no kick now.. but jazz chords ar.. sianx.. headache.. the stupid G (dom 9) and G (maj min7) and G(maj6 9) so hard.. so i tend to use more G(Aug) and G(dim) for jazz chords.. haiz.. still not gd leh.. sian.. this is sickening.. think maybe i shd get a gd guiar real soon..

yawnx.. i wana work soon.. quiting that stupid hsbc bank job may not be as gd as it seems.. haha.. maybe i shd have juz hang on? haha.. dun care lar.. now go look for new jobs lor..

i miss SAJC! haiz..

arlow

it has been a long time since i blogged i think.. but of cuz.. this entry has many reasons, or shd i say, many events attributed to my "resurrection" of my blog.. i really wana thank God for answering my that prayer, God is so alive.. thats one of the reasons.. another.. i guez.. could be a slight increase in contact with my sajc classmates, sum of my bez frenz in my lifetime.. i dare not say 20, coming to 21, years can determine many "once in a lifetime" stuffz.. but.. wad i can sae is that i really treasure this ppl alot..

dun really know wad to blog for an entry so.. unfamiliar.. even typing speed and errors took a turn for the.. worse.. but its ok.. haha..

oh.. one main reason its oso to numb my pain.. to find sumthing to do today.. so as not to think too much.. and yes.. i talked a lot to francis today.. and i think the wall between us is slowly collapsing.. i really treasure this fren.. and i know he can keep secrets.. so i chose to confide in him.. to confide in a person takes a lot of trust..

den while doing up my blog.. fund came online.. we talked.. then ironically he brought up a certain issue same as fer.. then lydat loh.. express my views, keeping it objective and unbiased, not revealing any stuffs that cant be revealed.. den lydat loh..

oh ya.. there's this photo i lyk a lot..



haha.. rem the time when i go and bathe.. and came down sock-less.. then.. ms time's up (kausikan) came up i faster climb back up and down by the other staircase.. full of memories.. i miss my class.. pri sch and sec wasnt as fun as sajc class.. tho its the shortest, yet its my bez sch times..

came across a website of my juniors.. 05s74.. they took fotos of sajc be it got demolished.. me n fund almoz cried lookin at the fotos.. haha.. sissies..

ok den.. till we meet again.. go sleep..

:)

heyo!