love bank

today pastor kong shared sum interesting stuffs with us. sum love bank thingy. but too tired to write down today.

juz wana expand on it, lyk time will decrease points, possibility of gay love bank, pretty affecting points and etc. yawns

爱情是一种感动

爱情是一种感动

when do ppl fall in love? i think its the moment they feel gan dong.
when its a crush, they felt the gan dong in the sensory nerves, most prob the eyesight, but for penpals or those who dun meet, its still the gan dong. the split second when you see the person, the split second you open the email. you wana fall in love because you wan to always feel the gan dong.

for a couple. why ppl can sustain their marriage for long. cuz they always make each other gan dong. even seeing your love ones the moment you wake up, its the gan dong. thats y most proposal work not when the guy say i love you, but when the guy say i will take care of you forever. its the gan dong and the stirring in the heart.

thats y i love tania. she always make me feel gan dong. i've seen some sacrifices she had done for me, but even without them, looking at her make me feel gan dong. heez..

dunno why i suddenly write this post, but darling...

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C

its been a long time

jap is hard. its as if i'm taking 4 mods. no kidding. jap is screwin my life up. now my life its almost lyk a dichotomous question. girlfren, or jap hmwk. it is that pathetic. haiz.

but still, i enjoy jap. not the stress, not the comprehension and increased fluency of the language, but the satisfaction from doing something i wanted to do for a long time. its juz fulfilling your dreams that kinda feeling. i aint got no big dreams, juz a pathetic fella trying to fill my life faster than the earth rotates round the sun. dun really know wad that means. haha. another random sentence that makes no sense. or dollars. ok. nvm.

been thinking about my new year resolution. i know its kinda late, especially lyk i'm five days into february. well, i guess i'll work them out soon, at least before the end of this year.

lost my cell. lost my friends in church. lost my seating in church. i dun even feel lyk going to church when dear is not going. cuz i know i dun have a place to sit anymore. it has become so meaningless. mayb i shd switch church. :(