ms sucks

i'm so screwed for ms..

question 1. node.. why did i go and SOLVE it? haiz.. i should juz throw everything inside.. haiz.. 25 marks gone.. question 2.. forgot to root my 1/6.. i oso dunno la.. sucks.. at least ten gone.. question 3 shd be fine.. and question 4.. people getting 12 mins whereas i get 30 plus mins.. so that makes up about 45 marks or half the paper gone.. shit.

and i realize i committed a very serious mistake.. i leave everything to sat and sun.. altho i study b4.. but still.. sum of the papers i still leave it to sun.. in the end.. fell sick on fri and puke so much on sat.. sucks.. sun got church and gf.. and even tho i revise a lil.. still.. the concept has been fading away.. so oso not much use.. maybe i shdn't throw everything till the end.. maybe i shd go take mc for today.. or maybe i shd juz drop out of sch.. this is so maddening.. sucks..

and everytime i face you.. i dunno how to tell you i dun have enough time to study cuz all i wana is juz to make up for the loss time i missed with you..

how?

:(

hate that i love you

"Hate That I Love You"
(feat. Ne-Yo)

[Rihanna:]
As much as I love you
As much as I need you
And I can't stand you
Must everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like you for awhile? (No....)

[Ne-Yo:]
But you won't let me
You upset me girl
And then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget (that I was upset)
Can't remember what you did

[Rihanna:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long that's wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it...
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't want to fuss.. and fight no more
Said I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...)
I can't stand how much I need you (I need you...)
And I hate how much I love you boy (oh whoa..)
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so (oooh..)

[Ne-Yo:]
You completely know the power that you have
The only one makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Said it's not fair
How you take advantage of the fact
That I... love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can't stand how much I need you (yeah..)
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me...

[Ne-Yo:]
Yeaahhh... Oohh...

[Rihanna:]
As much I love you (as much as I need you)
As much as I need you (oooh..)
As much I love you (oh..)
As much as I need you

[Rihanna:]
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can't stand how much I need you (can't stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can't let you go (but I just can't let you go no..)
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so...


nice song.. makes people wana fall in love rite? so sweet.. exactly how i think my dearie feel for me and vice versa too.. simply love that song.. makes ppl forget about all the bad things that will surface in relationship and simply explain the "reason" why ppl wana fall in love.. cuz usually there's no concrete reason why someone likes another.. me n my gf.. seeking so long the reason why we are so attracted to each other.. but never come to a solid conclusion in these near-17 mths.. 4 more days.. but sumhow.. i guez we juz dun need to come up with a reason anymore.. its all in the lyrics..

anw.. got nothing much to say about it..
1. I still love Bizad, I still wana do sumthing for bizad..
2. I still love trogun, I still wana see it intact nx rag..