pissed.. terribly

i'm angry i'm angry i'm angry.. but your pleading softens my heart and i shall forget about this whole matter.. who ask me to love you? i guez i juz have to accept wadeva silly actions you do to me..

haiz.. nx time dun hang up on me.. i hate ppl hanging up on me.. cant you in the least say bye or sumthing? rudeor wadeva.. instead of slamming the phone down.. haiz.. wadeva.. dun do that again.

today has been such a fruitful day. Took out my stats notes.. flipped onto tut 1.. construct a pie chart, pareto diagram... blah blah.. ok..done.. construst a side by side bar chart.. wtf! i cant do.. damn.. nvm.. skipped.. nx.. skipped.. nx.. skipped.. ok.. construction below my apartment.. paused.. tv on.. postponed.. guitar lying there looking lonely.. postponed.. bed looks comfortable.. postponed.. bro passed my sudoku to play.. construction ended, but feelin hungry.. eat first.. cai hua heng yi, then the nice cop show on channel 8.. need to use internet to do up the blackberry the screenshot thing.

ok.. wow.. look! so fruitful.. and juz when i was about really gonna start.. dearie juz have to make my day worse.. nvm..tmr i go sch early to study..

moral of the whole no-link unrelated super draggy story - dun study at home

oh ya.. my mum.. i'm so proud of her.. juz had a minor operation.. walkin temporary with clutches now.. one hand holding it, the other hand sweeping/ironing/cooking.. how great can a mother get?

hmm.. shd i go for a run tmr? i guez not.. lazy to move my ass.. but i definitely need to run soon.. well well~

sakae!

finally, the rewards of the bazaar! it finallt paid off, those stupid efforts.. i had a super super full meal today la.. i seriously LUV unagi and salmon! dun ask me why.. haha.. super full, even until now, 12 plus am.. haha..

went back home and saw thw 21 balloon still floating and i'm amazed..

juz now after sakae, went a bit of shopping with the gang.. but mainly its lyk klar huishen and dexter shop together.. then me zhenjie eugene shop together.. they ostra us lor..after that still say wad po ma.. haha.. fine.. at least i looked at shoes and shirts i like so i dun really regret not sticking along.. after they left, apparently klar wans to shop still, shen and dex zao liao.. i went off too~


went to meet kayan~ my long lost fren! gonna meet her for a meal with travins soon at arts i think... yay!

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and my silly dearie is watching her nip tuck and forgetting the time.. haiz..

hmm

i think everyone thinks that my blog is dead, after a lull period of close to 5 months.. but still.. dun care~ actually blog's not really a place to let ppl read. i mean.. sum ppl actually got upset that no one tagged or the counter didnt jump at all! i mean..wad the hell.. no need rite? for me its juz that the skin and everything is so user friendly and i dun have to dig out diaries i wrote decades ago.. so blog is still my first choice.. tho that doesnt mean i mind ppl reading my blog.. cuz if i dare to write muz dare to let ppl read ma.. rite? ya rite.. heez..

recess week coming soon. actually it is here. my emotional roller coaster ride has been quite crazy recently.. but now quite ok liao.. so i guez i can start mugging tmr.. \(^-^)/

so sian.. so many shit piling up.. blackberry collaboration mins not settled.. acad comm not formed yet.. meal with prof lee and ritchie not set yet, and i hope zhenjie can come along as well.. a full load of shit man..this is big sai kang.. haiz.. help help help..

i need sum chocolates man.. this is sickening.. plus studies.. acad dir ponning lecture and laggingin tutorials.. future sounds bleak..

ms-juz learn how to use solver
econs-from the derivation part laz laz tut lost liao
stats-haven officially do 1st tut
gen bio-juz read my first lect notes
marketing-haven buy txbk

gd luck to me.. wish me all the bez before six feet under ground~

but still.. seeing the 21 balloon still floating in my room juz now, 23rd sep nite, rem my frenz, i dun regret a single thing i have done..

for ppl dun regret things they have done, but those that they didnt

yay! 21st!

my group of frenz rawks.. and i'm so glad i went rag and met all these ppl.. i love you guys out there!

it was my bdae a few days ago.. sunday 160907, my gf cele for me! it shall be a secret how she cele but i love her soooo much! muackx muackx!

den on mon my cell cele for me in the nite..ate at bugis sum super spicy restarant den had nice desserts! haha..

tues! 180907.. my exact bdae! started off with me buying an m&m's for myself as bdae present, half heartedly wanting to escape unscathed, but half hoping for sumthing.. went for gen bio.. ok.. nothing happen.. zavier, zhenjie dex juz wish me happy bdae.. den zavier treat me to chicken cutlet at mega bites! so sweet! den klar and jiali came! with 3 big balloons.. "21" "birthday boy" "happy birthday" and klar was saying wad go to holland v and suffer stares from the kids.. so touched! haha.. gd frenz are hard to come by.. then in sch i so paiseh la.. holding the balloon.. pplwho know me keep asking if its my bdae.. den wish me happy bdae.. haha.. i oreadi hide at the back for econs lect, bcuz of the balloons.. then they sang happy bdae song to me in lt! haiz.. fu qiang oso "arm chio".. even ling zi sitting the other side oso come and wish me happy bdae.. after that went vivo.. can see everyone v shagged out liao (i JUZ realized shack is shack up, as in you-know-wad, and shagged is weary, used it wrong for so long), still go with me.. touched.. ate at sum nice hongkong cafe.. i ate beef steak cheese baked rice or sumthing lydat.. den brent almost burnt his fingers doing the 21 CANDLES1 yea..

i love this bunch of frenz.. i choose this clique, and i'll stick tith these ppl..

i simply love them..

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