gui ji..
weather: after rain
song now: gui ji - jay chou
zen me yin chang..
wad u wan me to do? i really duno.. maybe.. juz maybe.. i shd give myself one week break.. tho ppl ard me aren't bad to me.. but.. i duno.. i wan your support now.. and wad haf you suggested? a whole load of crap to me.. but i agreed.. do you noe wad i need now.. at least she, a person who's not supposed to be caring for me.. gave me support.. when i'm so depressed.. or rather.. everytime i'm depressed.. i can c her msgs.. you? haf absolutely no initiative.. none.. altho i always say how much i hate receiving.. but tt cuz you nv gave.. or did you? but i dunno.. tel me? when words or actions are present.. it often cant convey ur support.. dun keep switchin.. eva heard of doing both? haiz.. you so stupid n chi dun sure duno one.. haiz..
sum1- i'm so sorry.. de thing is.. we're not even attached.. so where r u tinkin at? haiz.. but everytime c u so yong xin.. n i reflect on my attitude.. haiz..
sum1- its not i dowana say.. itz cuz its not to the extent of wad u tink.. so howta say? haiz.. and i cant bllieve u actualli tel sum1.. haiz.. the cracks from the past.. wun it heal?
sum1- duno if u're fine.. wad a stupid decision we've made.. u're always so careless stupid insensitive clumsy introvert quiet not-wanting-to made-urself-known duno-how-to- express-urself.. but.. well.. it doesnt matter..